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    A Wenclair Detective/Mafia Addams Family AU

    Explicit sexual content (Chapter 5 and Chapter 12) + Period-typical homophobia and anti-lesbian slurs

    This story is not smut. There are two sex scenes in 49,000 words and neither of them is what I would call hot. If you are here to get off, this is not the place you think it is. The story is built around a murder, a branding iron, a boy who is supposed to be dead, and a cat named Friedrich Nietzsche who may be older than the universe. The sex is incidental. The violence is not.

    No beta. We die like Tyler Galpin.

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    Chapters:
    12/12
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    4
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    3
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    In the golden light of Suramar, Illidan Stormrage is only an apprentice—brilliant, restless, and disastrously in love.

    Lytavis Ariakan has always known who he is beneath the ambition and fire. She steadies him, challenges him, and chooses him long before history does. Between candlelight and star-charts, awkward first times and whispered vows, they build something fragile and luminous: a future.

    But hope, however bright, does not exist untouched.

    Of Grace and Hope is the story of who Illidan was before the fall—and who he chose to become when love asked more of him than power ever did.

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    155/?
    Comments:
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    16
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    1
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    Jimin and Jungkook have nothing in common.
    One's a studious church boy, the other a reckless addict with little to lose.
    They spent most of high school hating each other.
    That was until one reckless night after a party changed everything. What starts as resentment slowly turns into something neither of them knows how to handle.

    The same night Jungkook is sent to rehab, Jimin leaves for America to escape family in hopes of finding some sort of freedom. Jungkook eventually follows, convinced finding Jimin again will somehow fix him. Instead, America destroys him slowly through addiction and prostitution until six years later, broke and deep in withdrawal, he attempts to rob a pharmacy for drugs.

    Only to realize the pharmacist is Jimin.

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    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    24
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    37
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    20
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    Charles just really wants to see Niko's boobs.

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    Renato can't really make sense of the group's saboteur, so when he meets Jake astray from the campfire, he figures he won't be able to connect with him. But maybe one has exactly what the other needs?

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    9/?
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    36
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    77
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    4
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    1,557
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    Cliff Marlow is not the brightest guy in the NHL, and his complicated budding friendship with J.J. Boiziau is definitely an example of how much he struggles to express his thoughts correctly. But there could be even more complicated things on the horizon, and heaven knows Cliff is not ready for any of them.

    or: Cliff discovers a few things about himself during the 2021 All-Star games, and realises that his amazing new friendship with J.J. is not enough for his poor heart.

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    Chapters:
    11/12
    Comments:
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    170
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    47
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    5,364
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    I am a weight, he told himself. I am an inanimate pile of stones for her and nothing more. This was medicine. Treatment for nightmares. A practical means of helping the Avatar sleep through the night, a one-time request in an unusual situation, something she could ask of Yingsu or Juji or Akuudan or anybody. So he could put aside the fact that he was in love with her, because he would do anything for her, and he refused to make anything about their friendship “weird” because she’d asked him to “hold her down” one time.

    Because surely this was a one-time thing.


    To help her feel grounded and in-her-body while she sleeps, Yangchen asks Kavik to... lay on top of her. A little odd, but what are friends for?

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    11,305
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    26
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    41
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    7
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    288
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    We used to be inseparable as children; But I always had the feeling something wasn’t completely right between us, like the way we acted around each other wasn’t how we actually wanted to act.

    I was so sad we couldn’t talk about it any further when summer came around and he had to move away.

    Away from me; Away from us.

    Now it’s summer again, but now he’s back. And everything is not right.

    I don’t know if it’s the heat of the summer or if it is something else what’s keeping me hot and drenched in sweat.

    But I, Sydney, promise myself I’m going to get to the bottom of this feeling before he goes away again.

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    Part two of my Twilight Trilogy has arrived. This will be combining New Moon and Eclipse in to one story, because Alice would never abandon Bella like that. The girls take a trip cross country so that Alice and Renee can meet. Things take a turn almost from the beginning.

    This time around I have the perspective alternating between Bella and Alice in chapter rather than between chapters, hopefully no one gets too lost.

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    20/21
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    Ziyu knows romance.

    In theory.

    In fiction.

    In stories where people come with tags, feelings follow the right route, and the next scene always knows what it is supposed to be.

    Real life is less helpful.

    Real life has a divorced doctor, his stubborn daughter, a piano under probation, an audition page Ziyu keeps closing, and a kind of love that does not ask his body to prove anything.

    Or: a divorced doctor, a chaotic music tutor, one stubborn child, a lot of rain, and an ace romance about learning that love does not have to follow the expected script.

    🎶🌙⚡️🎹

    Ace tag note: Ziyu is ace, but this isn’t a “no sex ever” story. They do go all the way eventually, just with a lot of talking, figuring things out, and being awkwardly earnest about it.

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    Chapters:
    19/?
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    Castiel Allen is a social failure. But his grandmama, Lady Celeste Novak, is determined to establish him in society so that he can embark on a political career. After a spectacular disaster at the event of the Season, Lady Celeste decides to take charge.

    “I know that you have many good qualities Castiel, but we are both aware that those good qualities seldom show themselves in company...”

    Castiel is silent now, one scone still remaining untouched on his plate, his tea growing cold.

    Celeste sits up a little straighter and smooths the silk skirts over her knees. “And so I have made a decision.” She pins Castiel with her gaze, like a collector might pin a butterfly. “I will select an omega bride for you.”

    His gaze whips up from the hearthrug and his mouth falls open.

    “You will marry,” she says, her jaw set firmly against any protestations. “ And then you can finally take up your place as my heir.”

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    20/?
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    Margo wants to take the next step in their relationship. Lars is hesitant, and as Margo discovers, very very inexperienced.

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    Garrus Vakarian, while completing his mandatory military service, is stationed on a secret compound on Menae while the Normandy is being built. He is part of the military security personnel ordered to keep the compound secure and to make sure the mechanics play nice with each other. The placement given to him based off of prior insubordination, he finds himself constantly bored.

    Zoji is a vextra, a new species that introduced themselves on the galactic stage ten years after the humans did. She is one of the mechanics building a frigate that has been designed by humans and turians, but also an undercover operative. For the time Zoji has been on Menae, keeping her secrets hasn't been an issue by isolating herself. All of that changes when she meets Garrus

    Her budding friendship with the turian leads to her struggling to keep her mouth shut and her secrets hidden to stay alive

    She makes Garrus' life on the moon more tolerable. Soon he discovers feelings are developing for her that she is oblivious to

    Unfortunately, Zoji lives life on insanity difficulty, with death threats and attempts on her life that the two have to figure out how to navigate before a bigger problem emerges

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    Chapters:
    19/?
    Comments:
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    25
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    6
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    Aka when a Tomodachi Life prompt turns into a steamy makeout session with your best friend

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    Chapters:
    5/6
    Comments:
    12
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    76
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    4
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    Dan keeps hearing this song his father used to listen to. It manages to find its way to him every year without fail, no matter the context, the place or the mood. Dan hates it, until maybe he doesn't.

    or

    A glimpse into the evolution of Dan and Phil's relationship throughout the years.

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    55
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    6
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    The warm glow of street lanterns amidst the night sky provided a welcome distraction from the weighing ache in her muscles. Defeating Dottore was no easy task – as The Second of the Fatui Harbingers, he was bound to be a formidable adversary, though even she underestimated the toll it would take on her health.

    Riding on the back of a merchant's wagon was a less than ideal way to travel, if not a little humiliating, but it beat walking the entire journey from Nod Krai to Liyue on foot...

    - - -

    Set in the 2026 lantern rite, after completing the Lunar IV Archon Quest, Lumine decides to return to liyue for Lantern Rite. Exhausted from such events, Xiao helps her regain energy by taking care of her – allowing her to stay in his room with him while she rests. They spend various quiet days together, including the night of Lantern Rite, where they watch the lanterns glow from Wangshu Inn's balcony. Full of mutual pining and gentle words, this fic is like a warm hug :)

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    Chapters:
    2/3
    Comments:
    7
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    29
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    8
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    297
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    While rebuilding Casita - Camilo meets a boy that lives in the South part of town. He then proceeds to stumble his way through a relationship while trying to relate to 'regular' teens. Mature things come later. A bit of a slow burn.

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    47,388
    Chapters:
    17/?
    Comments:
    44
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    205
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    23
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    5,604
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    After randomly coming out as gay to the whole of the Armed Detective Agency and crying about not knowing if it's normal or not.

    Dazai Osumu offers to become Atsushi's Sex Coach, obviously Atsushi starts to feel that these lessons are making him a different way entirely, after fighting his Enemy and being held down, he became turned on by Akutagawa.

    What will Atsushi do?

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    Chapters:
    32/?
    Comments:
    117
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    556
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    38
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    19,905
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    Kakashi is Minato’s graduate assistant. He helps Dr. Namikaze grade papers, complete research, and covers bothersome undergraduate classes. It's not a bad gig, except for Minato’s jailbait son who likes to terrorize Kakashi at every opportunity.
    --
    Naruto is peeling a banana and making gratuitous eye contact as he does it. "I always wanted a big bro.” He winks over his mothers head, then takes a healthy, deep bite of the banana. His eyes flutter softly and he groans like it's the best five inches he's ever tasted. 

    Kakashi balks at the display and fights the urge to ask if anyone else is seeing this shit. 

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    11,109
    Chapters:
    3/8
    Comments:
    75
    Kudos:
    250
    Bookmarks:
    33
    Hits:
    2,342
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    Clearly, friends are all Naruto wants to be – even in spite of the way he kisses his way up Sasuke's body, touching him like lovers do.

    It feels like something akin to worship. It feels an awful lot like love.

    But it can't be.

    Because how could it be love when Naruto has always refused to acknowledge it? He'd chase Sasuke to the ends of the earth and back forever, but he wouldn't call that love. It's always just "because you're my friend". And Sasuke is sick of it.

    — or four times that Naruto and Sasuke have sex while they're not on the same page, and one time while they are.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    56,859
    Chapters:
    4/5
    Comments:
    60
    Kudos:
    143
    Bookmarks:
    44
    Hits:
    2,647

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