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“I ain’t fuckin’ you on heroin.”
The words land harder than Damon expects, and he just stares at him.
Of all the reactions he has imagined from people, this one wasn’t even on the list. Not from Liam Gallagher anyway. Not from someone who lives like a headline and laughs at lines instead of staying on one side of them.
Justine has never cared. No one else has, either. If anything, it’s usually the opposite, an unspoken agreement, a shared haze, a mutual decision to blur the edges of the night.
Damon feels something twist in his chest, sharp and confusing.
“Why?” he asks, genuinely baffled, the word slipping out before he can stop it.
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Melancholy Hill by gojostinks
Fandom 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga)
05 Nov 2024
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Modern AU ― where Satoru is Megumi's tutor & Suguru is a firefighter.
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He was going to watch her find the two seconds of nothingness.
And he was going to want it. He was going to need it.
He was tired of fighting. He was so unbelievably tired of being strong, of being good, of taking the punishment and hoping that someone, someday, would decide he was worthy of forgiveness, of love.
Bobby didn't want him back at the 118. Eddie wouldn't look at him. His parents had never loved him.
I wish I could say I feel nothing, Buck thought, a tear finally slipping through his fingers and dropping onto his jeans. But I feel everything.
He sat in the darkness of the loft, listening to the shower run, waiting for the ticking clock to strike zero.
He was going to relapse tonight. He had already made the choice. Now, it was just a matter of waiting for the moment to arrive.
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Buck has been sober for six years, during the lawsuit, Buck relapses.
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[You don't need to watch Euphoria to read this, based in the 911 universe, will have enough context about Rue to understand.]
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- Part 6 of Lawsuit Fics
- Part 4 of Crossover Fics
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Frequency Lock by x_starfry
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman: Wayne Family Adventures (Webcomic)
22 Jun 2026
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Damian al Ghul was four years old when the League taught him that obedience meant survival.
They strapped him to a chair, flooded his nervous system with sonic conditioning, and rewired his mind until pain became instinct and fear became permanent.
By the time Batman finds him, Damian is no longer just traumatized — he is conditioned. Broken apart by sound, by compliance, by years of engineered terror.
Recovery is slow. Painful. Nonlinear.
The Batfamily learns how to care for a child who flinches at every noise, who believes punishment follows mistakes, who doesn't understand kindness because he's never been allowed to have it before.
And just when Damian finally starts believing he's safe—
The League activates the conditioning again.
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- Part 3 of DC Mini Series
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Damian Wayne angst :))))
Currently on Ch 2
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After overthinking something Elle had said, Emmett spirals into a relapse where he turns to his blade once again, desperate to prove to himself that he can withstand worse.
When Elle finds him in this state, she immeadiately goes to comfort him.
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Where The Light Doesn’t Reach (Doesn’t Mean You’re Alone) by newstar (ghostingmemory)
Fandoms: Steven Universe (Cartoon)
21 Jun 2026
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It's been so long since Steven's meltdown. You know? The one where he almost destroyed all Beach City and almost harmed the residents? Well, things were bad… but with time- and professional help- it was getting better. He was getting better.
He was happy, his friends and family were happy. Nothing bad was happening. No more ‘saving the world’ emergencies. No need for him to fix or help anyone in that matter. Things were peaceful just like he always wanted. His Happily Ever After, truthfully this time.
So why was he feeling so... dull?
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Heaven Works on Borrowed Time (Walk Alone) by Arkangel (Worldeater13)
Fandoms: Biohazard | Resident Evil (Gameverse)
21 Jun 2026
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Post RE9 Leon finds himself back on that fateful September night in 1998. Fuelled by guilt following his recent return to Raccoon city, and accompanied by a wife who doesn't even know him, Leon spirals down memory lane with only one goal in mind: To save as many people as he can.
Or Fix it time travel fic with Leon angsting heavily on his wife, who isn't really his wife. Need I say more? We all know the drill by now.
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Dennis ran away a year ago, and he’s been homeless since. Being a student feels impossible like this, and he’s running out of hope. One of these days he’ll freeze to death or drop dead from exhaustion. Someone notices him and wants to help, but they’d like something in exchange. Poor Dennis doesn't know what he's getting into.
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Cultober 2024 by PrincessMadness
Fandom Being Human (US/Canada), Buffy the Vampire Slayer (TV), Grey's Anatomy, Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Marvel Cinematic Universe, New Girl (TV 2011), Once Upon a Time (TV), Outlander (TV), Outlander Series - Diana Gabaldon, Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, Stranger Things (TV 2016), Supernatural (TV 2005), Teen Wolf (TV), The Hunger Games (Movies), The Vampire Diaries (TV), The Walking Dead (TV), True Blood (TV), Twilight Series - All Media Types
22 Oct 2024
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mistakes made by xar (xarlutye)
Fandoms: 괴담에 떨어져도 출근을 해야 하는구나 - 백덕수 | Even If I Fall Into a Ghost Story I Still Have to Go to Work - Baek Deoksoo
31 May 2026
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He can’t bring himself to go through the motions: heating up food, picking at the food, eating the food.
So he doesn’t. Instead, he pushes around the rice in the pot, pokes at the kimchi to rearrange them, smears crumbs on a plate and leaves chopsticks in the sink. Old habits.
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Not Okay by RebekahRose
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
06 Jun 2026
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After Vegas, Shane decided that to get over Rozanov, he needed to get under someone new. That decision ends up costing him more than he could have ever known.
After Vegas, Ilya decided that getting over Hollander was a useless task, and saying fuck it and jumping all in was the way to go. That decision ends up costing him more than he could have ever known.
NOTE: None of the Rape/Non-Con is between Shane & Ilya
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Remembering by Toejones
Fandom Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
16 Dec 2014
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A love story told twice.
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Something inexplicable broke in Nesta’s chest when Cassian told her the news. The vote had been tied up until Feyre. Despite everything, despite how hard she was trying to get better for not only Cassian but for her sisters, half of her family still didn’t trust her. What did they think she would do? Create a whole new trove and condemn the entire court to certain death? She may be a bitch sometimes, but she wasn’t cruel.
For the first time in months, Nesta gave in to her desires. Cauldron, did she want a drink.
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Alfred has tried every diet on the goddamn internet. He’s tried Keto, Gluten-free, vegetarian, vegan, even some sketchy chinese one he’d uncertainly translated off of a pop-up ad. He’s tried exercise plans, intuitive eating, calorie restriction, and just plain not eating at all. He has tried everything under the sun to lose weight.
It’s still not enough, so he leaves them with nothing.
(OR; Alfred doesn’t understand what to do to make himself ‘worthy’ of the other countries' praise. He’s getting pretty sick of it.)
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An ache started to settle inside Will's chest, burrowing deep between his heart and ribs.
Mike let go of the hug, stepping back a few inches and kissing the sobriety chip, "For you. For Nora."
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Mike and Will navigate married life, struggling through Mike’s sobriety and being on the brink of divorce.
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Globally acclaimed rockstar Lestat de Lioncourt, also known as the Vampire Lestat, has everything he could ever want. But after he collides with a stranger who couldn’t care less about him, he realizes that there’s one thing missing.
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1: Felix doesn't mean to relapse.
Felix hurts and the rest of skz comforts.
Title from Lover Dearest by Marianas Trench.2: He doesn't remember the bathroom floor ever being this cold.
Felix slips again.
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Moira O'Deorain has won. With her three Weapons - the Changed and copper-eyed Tracer, the silver-eyed Oilliphéist, and golden-eyed Widowmaker - Mora O'Deorain has seized control of Talon. Akande Ogundmu is dead, his war thwarted. Gabriel Reyes is dead, his ever-shifting games of chess at an end. Sanjay Korpal is dead, his corruption excised - and more.
However, even that is not enough, not if she and her peerless weapons are to remake the world, and humanity along with it. She will need an entire collection of tools, a pantheon so powerful that no one could hope to stop her. But just as no plans survive first contact with the enemy, no one person can truly hold back all the wills of all the gods, so sometimes, plans - and perhaps, even, those who make them - must change.
Hesitant to read this? Find out more about The Arc of Creation here, more about The Arc of Ascension, here, and more about the Arc of Conflict, here.
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9-1-1 verse by adrestia_of_the_long_night
Fandom 9-1-1 (TV), 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020), Chicago Fire
05 Jan 2022
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